It is like a carrot on a stick. They just keep dangling the end of this thing - or nightmare, depending on how you look at it - in front of my nose and pulling it away. I had blood work today - expecting my platelets to be back again. Well, they were, but my white counts were to low. Was not expecting that.
The Dr. said that I could try today for my treatment if my platelets came up. So I went in today - accessed my port and had my blood work drawn - and waited for them to tell me that I could go. They did not. Dr. Said NO. But I got a neupogen shot and I can have my treatment for sure tomorrow.
I feel like it is never going to be over. I get myself all worked up and then get shot down - twice now. I am glad that I know tomorrow will be it. Then there will be a whole new set of things to think about, but for now I am going to be happy when I am done.
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