Hi everyone. Just wanted to check in with you. Things here are moving along with out much fan fare. I had blood work on Wednesday. It came back good - probably the best it has been in quite a while. I think that it is the two shots of neupogen that I got last week. They really hurt, but apparently they work.
while we were in for my blood work at the cancer center, there were these young girls selling wrist bands - like the live strong ones - a different color for each kind of cancer. My color is teal, in case you were wondering. Jim bought a bunch of them and we each put one on. It seems mindless and like a little bid of nothing to wear a wrist band. It is supposed to say they you support someone or remind you of someone. Jim said that his is just a little to small - that it pinches him and is a bother. Mine, on the other hand, is to big. It moves up and down and gets caught all the time. It occurred to me that these bands are a lot like cancer. They don't fit anyone. They get in the way. And all you want to do is take them off. The difference is that I can't take mine off, it is in the way of my life and it sure doesn't fit.
I took my band off, I wish I could take my cancer off - but I can't.
I wish you could take your Cancer off, but you cant, I just wish who ever reads your blog can tell you how they feel, Even if they don't know how.!!!!! Comments are Connections, and You need more Comments!!!!!!!!!!!!
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DeleteI wish I knew what to say, you have been through so much pain, so much pain......I know your story, I know what you have been through,.......I wish everyone would comment for you.......you deserve it....!!!